he hurts me..

 I KNOW..................

he won't stop smoking just because of me..

he won't be with me when i really need him..

he can't stand with me anymore..

BECAUSE HE SAID...............

I always break my promises..

I did nonsense things..

I'm childish..

I keep complaining over litle things..

I always trouble him..

there's someone can be with you rather than me..

if  I want to fight then just fight with my friends not him..
his friends and their partners are not like us..

THE BEST COMPLIMENTS I EVER HEARD FROM HIM...........

every day our relationship becomes worst..

HE PROMISES ME TO TAKE ME TO THE BEACH TODAY..

but

LAST MINUTES, HE CANCELED OUR DATE..

just...

.

TO PLAY FOOTBALL..

When I ask him why he did that..

HE ASKS ME TO UNDERSTAND HIM...

and who will UNDERSTAND ME?

WHAT DO YOU FEEL WHEN SOMEONE YOU LOVE THREATHEN YOU LIKE THAT?

and

YOU HAVE NO WHERE TO GO..

NOBODY WOULD REALISE WHAT YOU HEART SUFFER FROM..

NO ONE....

HE'S GONE..........

but

I STILL LOVE HIM...

because

THAT IS LOVE.................

you will never appriciate you love until they are away from your life..='[



HAPPY EID~

im not going 2 write when i feel 2 write..so now i want 2 write because i feel i don't want 2 write..hahhahah..mnde uhh??pk laaa..suddenly nk bkak blog and update them afta so long i've discriminated them..bkn ape..no time..so bz..notink much to share here..but really eager 2 write..so juz write what ever things that acroos my mind..

Hari raya days have just left us but we still in Syawal month..ase cm cpt gle kot mase b'lalu..mse raye aritu..ak bapak la mkn bnyk gle..of coz laa..first time beraye ngn mmbr..bapak best ouhh..since ak lahir sampai la besa mcm ni(besa ke??wutever...)mne pena beraye uma mmbr..sek ren jauh..sek men jauh..kwn2 sume mne ade kt kmpg..so ak stay umah je..jdi tukang bsuh pggn..tukang serve mkanan..sbb pe ak xbraye ngn mmbr2 ak?bknnya ak xley g uma diorng an..mslhnya 18 taon lps ak xde lesen!so..mak ak yg xbagi ak naek mto..keta agy la an..so ak dok uma je..doin notink..tgk tv..pena dlu ak rekod siaran kt tv 2..coz ak xnk telpas cte2 yg best mse raya day..hahahha..ak siap tulis agy masa n waktu n aso raya ke brapa cte 2 nk play..very childish mehhh..bla ak dpt je lesen keta..haaa!ambk kaw..ak jln puas2..mmg da best laa dpt g uma mmbr2..brya skaly..sgt2 enjoy.

haa..tgk2..my broad smile on eid..

guys from left : SYAMIL, NAZIR, CIKGU SHABUDDIN (my BM's teacher), PIDIN, SYAHMI..

ladies from left: HAFIZAH, FATIN SYAHIRAH, MIRA DIBA, SYAHIRA ASDIZA( photographer)....

they all were my classmates during my primary school..kecik2 dulu dok men ligan2..dok pakat ketuk pala..dok pkat mengata..dok gado sama2..teriak sama2..ak syg hampa..hope our frenship will last forever frens..=]..bkn dlm gmbr ni saja..suma mmbr ak..next eid we will celebrate together

again..InsyAllah..

the picta above was the last house we went..HOME SWEET HOME..2 la ckgu math kami dulu a.k.a MY MOM!!!!Cikgu Sarina..ak pena kot kena tarik dkt prot n dipulas2 oleh ckgu 2..even she is my mom..sygg mak n cikgu!

till meet again..

PSTTT: layan lagu ONLY EXCEPTION by PARAMORE...best ouhh..=]

love da life~

i will be back!!!!!!!!!!!!